New Phone in progress

As I've promised before, here I'm with bunch of stories to tell.
I was about to post about someone I almost in love with and currently stays as friend but, it isn't necessary though.
Let's talk about phone.
I'm thinking to buy a blackberry torch 9800, the red ones though.
But, it's all about pride.
you know, 3 of my cousins are getting the same phone.
Gosh, I thought I was gonna be the coolest ones when we meet up.
Then I came up with an idea to buy an iPhone or Samsung galaxy tab.
I told Yaya bouddit but then she said "Oh, Hell No!! Remember the BBM."
And I was like "OMG. I forgot the point!"
So I had no choice besides to buy the cursed blackberry torch 9800.
But I persisted to buy the red ones because its still on the top.
LMAO, big family feuds.
That's Indonesian, its all about the pride.
I asked my friend boud his phone (I mean the type) and he gave me a link to a picture.
It was an old nokia phone with no colours!
I was so ashamed...... u,u