harvest moon back to nature

after a long time being postponed on playing this game
i started to try this again.
it was because of my friend's psp
she had this game on it, and i was just trying it and fell in love for like times
so i went back to home and looked for my ps
thou its still ps1, but all my friends said that theyre wondering to have it again
hahaha, now im thinking this junk is quite worthy :3

hey say jump!

okay, now its time to jump to another side story of mine!
well, i thought it was just korea that has a lot of kyut guys, but i was wrong!
japan has them all too!
they all really 'pretty' guys!
and do look alike comic's characters!
i like chinen yuuri, yuuto nakajima and ryosuke yamada the most!
im hoping that yall can take a look on their face after reading this post
(actually idk if theres a single person whos reading mine)
so, just google it right after you see this!
i'll go back to ma werk! ;)

old song

This thing happens in a sudden of breath
im not more than a kid look alike face
while people seem to hate me
at first i thought i could changed these all by doin well
i never ever felt this lonely
to tell the truth that it wasnt like this in the first year i entered JHS
while my JHS was more kewl and different like the one i used to be in
i didnt think that i could be blend well, but as i think its the more different, the more amount of being survived is enriched
you might be confused about my speak here
but i hope y'all listen.
the first time i went to HS, i was thinking to make friends as much as i can
but to make the best one, is the hardest
how is it be possible for me to make hundreds?
well, maybe im too selfish considering that i like to underestimate people in having the same abilities as mine
but it was all i did to make me get burn up
maybe i really got lotsa buddies but they aint real
i got a pair of besty but the fact now, they are cheap
theyre not as valuable as me trying to get close to them
AINT WORTHY as well
as for now, im confuse to think to have another 'real' friend
i got a friend from a public school and i think she does understand me
but not as i think she can suits me most, it still 'them' who left me that better.
gaaaaaaah shooottttty shoooot!

new day revealed

i didnt know anything about hows my life doing and happens.
it seemed to be rolled at it was but then it all changed
well, shud admit that the me now is not as the old me.
i mean like, ive stopped to complain about my suckin days in hi sch.
thats what i thought
but guessing it started right before the semester exam, i was about to shock
really shock like a shocking beam!
"these all wasnt supposed to happen"
yeah, i said.
but who knows?
no one ever knows that what i thought shud be work on me, it doesnt.
or maybe, it used to be but 'not anymore'
heaven knows that hell's sucking but not as this
even if mosquitos are sucking blood its not as bad as vampires do.
this is the worst, even OF ALL!

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hi fellas

ATTENTION
if you are really exist
I dont care who you are
please COMMENTING ON ONE OF MY POSTS
especially THIS POST
really begging you to do this
>.<

homeworks

today, i planned to finish all of my tasks
but i guess i delayed it again!
i prefer to do the blogging thingy than to complete my tasks
aaaaaaah
i need help badly!
anyone can helps me?
i need someone who can "menjahit"
(im too lazy to search menjahit in english)
and help me to finish the math task
i gotta find some materials and then print it out
but the problem is theres a lot of materials!
oh wtf just givin my teacher lotsa shits!

29 September 2009

RIP UNCLE DEVI

in his age that still counted as young

we will be miss you uncle
your family is getting a big pain of having you gone
we always pray for your happiness in heaven
hope we will meet again in our second life, uncle

LOVES, KISSES, PRAYES

CONGRATULATION Y'ALL!

hey this blog is officially private
i dont like to show up my works
besides this blog is all about my secrets and private life tho
so for those people who have opened my blog, read it and love it
LUCKY YOU
i never try to promote this site
(i just told it to, mm 5 friends maybe?)
so thanks for being sooooooo curious and found this hidden blog
lol!
someday if i'll be the one whos really famous on earth
i'll give present for those who could found my page
and in that time, ya'all will be automatically get it!
HA-HA!
dont worry, I PROMISE YOU THIS!

HEY dear GEEK!

hey gue ga ngerti deh kalo lo merasa gue katain tapi ya so whatever?
who does care bouddit?
apalg sama ocehan lo yg seakan" nyindir gue!
sbenernya gue ga fuckin care ya sama bacot lo
tapi emang lo tuh nerd abis
gue baru checked blogs tmn" lo
and ya know what i found?
YES THEY ALL NERDS!
yah emang sih pada pake english semua blog nya
tapi standart lah macem lo
dan lo tau temen lo bahkan ga tau bhs inggrisnya norak!
sok inggris tapi norak aja ga tau apaan!
anak sman 21 lagi dia!MALU MALUIN!
norak tuh TACKY!mcm lo!
kasih tau tuh ke temen lo!
jangan" lo juga ga tau lagi norak apaan!
lagian temen" gue goblok ngapain memuja lo?
cuma gara" lo BISA bhasa inggris?
okay i'll give ya lotsa bule!
dasar geek!org gila pake baju norak
TANTE GIRANG!marga lo aja s-INTING!

Webcam :))

yesterday i caught my sista was webcamming with her friend
(or her affair?)
as ya know im not "really" a talkative girl ESPECIALLY to stranger
so i kept on silent and just watched her did it
but it feels kinda boring if i didnt get any part of it
so i was just showing my hands like a peace sign made by fingers and so-on
and then i started to distrub her by showing them my puppet!
first it was my daissy, a mini-human doll
okay just mention it as she
shes cute except the fact she got a half naked!wtf?!
i just brought her to laundry years ago
and ya know her clothes starting to be not stickin anymore
geeeeezzz
so shes a half naked girl now
(pole dancer doll wanna be)
the second puppet is belong to my sista
it really smell sucks like the one who owns it ;-p
idk wot kind of animal is the puppet
so wtv okay?
and then i started to be more annoying by wearing weird stuffs
like big glasses and censored my mouth with a half of my shirt
hahahaha
after that i saw theres my sista's headband so i took it and replaced my shirt to censored my mouth
oh my god i really looked dumb like a terrorist!
look at this pic below




what do you think guys?
lol
do i should buy some dynamites or TNT and bomb those hotels with lotsa foreigners inside?
hahaha
okay at the end i finally showed up my real face
and started to screw him!
i love it when i said
"i got an ass while you got two!"
it made me really looks like a dumbass
and then my sista's friend started to laugh
HA-HA!
librarian guys!
hope today we will start another session of webcamming chat!

11/09/09

CONGRATS FOR
CELLYN AND SEBAS
may God bless their relationship
finally you got the man baby!
hopfully i could chase after ya!

BUPUSMA sman 21

yeeeeeeyy you know what?
this is my first fckin time to be a part of this occasion
really interesting!
i can meet up all my friends without having any lesson at the same time
lol
i even did the "sholat berjamaah"
but because i was late to take the wudhu so Radis was replacing the real leader of this sholat just for me
yey
hahahahaha
Radis wanted to laugh when i was about to stand up for the last rokaat
i thought magrib has 4 rokaat but the fact is it just got 3 rokaat
the 4 rokaat is for isya
hahahaha
but its okay
i got really lepek (sweating so much and caused my hair wet)
we did the photography a lot
and anyway before I went to Bupusma, Aura went to my house
we watched lotsa funny vids and did the lols!
i also broke my fasting,
ah its okay for meeeeee anywayyy
and the last when it comes to boys
i met some nice guys but one thing i couldnt believe and resist was that boy
that annoying boy
not that boy called husem or wtv (i dont even remember his name)
its a curse if i fall in love with that thing called husem
idc if that husem thing read this blog anyw, in fact i do hate his fckin geeky face lots!
okay so i like the way that boy (not husem) seduced me,
the way he made me angry
though he said im not a kind of his type
but i believe he cant resist my charm
HAHAHAHAHAHA
actually i really hope i dont fall in love with him since hes not my kind of boy's type
he got lots of acnes and those are annoyin to be seen!
uuuurrgggggggghh
watta cursed?

IPA/IPS

duuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh
bergengsi banget kali ya kalo masuk IPA
who says?
ga selamanya masuk IPA itu bergengsi kali
kalo ga ada prestasi yah sama aja useless kan?
i finally decided to take the social
yah secara ya katanya IPS kemungkinan dapet PMDK lebih gede
actually gue ga gitu minat ya masuk univ negri
jurusannya itu loh malesin banget banget
jadi gue milih buat yah tetep manfaatin peluang PMDK
sembari nyoba tes swasta sama beasiswa
kalo dapat semuanya spectacular banget kali yaa?
hahaha
maybe orang pikir gue belagu sok" mau ambil tes schoolar
tapi who cares?
kita kan harus memanfaatkan segala peluang yang ada
iyaa ga?
gue pengennya yah kalo kuliah itu masuk DKV atau ga PR
tapi looo tau ga seehh?
gue bete banget tun newbies di sekolah nama gue yang suppa lame pada pengen masuk design juga
OMAGAWD
terlebih si nerdy bitchy itu!
masa ya dapat merah aja nangis?
HEY!jangan manja!
gue tau lo anak tunggal and so do i
tapi yah kalo emang nilai lo jelek perbaiki
jangan nangis, USELESS!
ga bakal ngefek lo mau habisin air mata lo segalon juga
dan cuma bikin orang ga simpatik okay?
yaaaaaaaahh wtv deh liat aja nanti siapa yg sukses
toh gue bisa membuktikan biarpun gue anak IPS gue masih bisa masuk DKV
(catat omongan gue ini 11/09/09)
and so blah blah laaaaaaa
gue juga mau coba ambil pertukaran pelajar dan tes cambridge di sekolah gue!
duh wish me luck y'all!

love my junior hi sch life

hmm..
i guess its not that good
gue masih inget teman" smp gue dulu
gue masih senang ama mreka
gue kangeeeeeeeeen mereka badly!
gue ga gitu suka kalo mereka dapat temen baru
thats awefully sucks!
yahh emang sih mel sama nao aja seperated juga
tapi tetep ajaaaaaaa
hikss
di 21 gue sedikit remed
(di debe juga sih actually)
tapi pas"an nilainy!
yucks!
setelah gue mikir" dan nimbang" ternyata pecuma ya kalo pas"an
mulai sekarang gue harus berjuang biar ga pas"an nilainya
kalo boleh complain
gue bete tuh sekolah panas as hell!
bayangin AC ga berfungsi!
tempat tunggu di depan gerbang panas abis
kadang gerbang depan juga ga dibuka jadinya kita harus muter lewat belakang
dan lo tau ga panasnya segila apa?
segila"nya!
gila ye gue dulu smp bisa mati beku, bisa rajin bolak balik wc
disini keramas gue setiap hari
secara gue lepek maniaaaa!
ah sebelnya nauzubillah!

new lovely blog!

check it out guys!

http://bellsyy-fashion.blogspot.com/

PLEASE DONG YEAH!

Please dong babeh kuw yang nerdy bitchy uselessly
(wtf deh)
please sayang jangan rebut bestie kuw
he's ma best buddy anyway!
jangan rebut dia seenaknya
lo tuh anak baru jangan belagu!
ga tau kan lo gue siapa?
HA!iya lah nerds always dont know boud the fabs!
tolong, help, please, *sujud*
jangan sok asik mentang" inggris lo bagus
dan sok UPDATE
jangan sampai gue nyakitin hati lo ya sayang

20 August 2009

RIP BLAKE WILL

in his age of tweenty-one

we will be miss you my blake
chris has suffered of having you gone
we always pray for your happiness in heaven
hope we will meet again in our second life, my silly

LOVES, KISSES, PRAYES

PART II

okay long time no updates anyw

lanjutan part I

akhirnya gue pasrah dateng" ke sekolah tanpa membawa satu apapun
and suddenly i got shocked!
fotonya uda ada cuy!
dari pas foto awal kita ikut rapat
ihiy canggih mampus
terus pas pulang gue foto buat buku LDKO
okay to the point aja
hari-hari di awal sih its okay aja
eh mulai males pas disuru minta" tanda tangan
secara suruh ini itu ato ga argumen
ato ga wtf gue ga ngerti deh
uda deh skip aja
LDKO pertama bikin shock bgt
cuma perkenalan sekbid sih
tapi kita di paksa biar mau argumen ngebela kakak angkatan 22
duh sumpah confusing banget bok!
pada akhirnya semua pada pasrah dengan keputusan angkatan 22 sering dihukum
ckckck
waktu itu hari Jumat
gue sakit, serius (sebenernya males ikut b.ind juga sih)
karena besokannya LDKO II dan buku LDKO harus uda penuh
(ancamannya sih gitu)
dan ternyata pula nyokap uda ngomel ga boleh ikut lagi
yasuda
i'm over it
mau diapain lagi?
sayang sih sayang
apalagi setelah menyadari tujuan utama gue ikut itu adalah biar bisa ikut pertukaran pelajar
siake lah, yah uda deh mau diapain lagi
at the end, sebelum pelantikan juga gue harus nginep dan ga mungkin ya gue nginep!
jadi let it be deh, i have no choice anyway

PART I

this is the first dayy!
hari ini, tepatnya hari sabtu gue ikut pengarahan ttg LDKO pertama
hemm all the preparation are quite complicated
bayangin qta harus buat name tag dengan bentuk cassette
OMG males bgt
belum lagi yaah gue jg harus buat buku LDKO alias buku tanda tangan
harus di jilid, 60 halaman!
get my ass off!
males banget gilakk!!
udah gitu bekalnyaa aja harus hamburger segilima!!
totally wasting time!
but i still try to face it
harusnya kan hari itu gue ke rumah temen gue buat bikin name tag plus buku LDKO nya
tapi i had a party so i just left it away
uda bingung aja gue gimana niyh tugas" osis
gue ampe ga ikut nginep di villa di puncak gara" stressed out mikirin ini
eh lo tau ga?
temen" gue ga jadi datang, gue juga ga tau ada kerja kelompok gitcyu di rumah anak capsis lain
yaudah deh disitu gue kesel bgt trus cried
:(
pas hari senin, opa ngajak makan diluar
i said, "lets have lunch at the mall!"
then we went to the mall
makan di resto namaya raa cha kalo ga salah
kinda mirip yuraku gitu
tapi it isnt a buffet
cara pembelian makannannya lbi mirip di yong tao fu or wtv namanya
tapi masaknya sendiri
duet gitu antara yuraku ama yong tao fu
hahaha
abis itu pas opa lagi liat sepatu for golf, gue buru" nepon mel
alhasil nongol lah sebongkah lemak di toko sepatu
wkwk
jadi gue jalan deh ama mel ama cc gue hari itu
yah mayan lah daripada just stay home and being lonely, ya ga?
jam 8 gue baru pulang
ngaret banget bok!
mana belum foto
sial banget gue itu mau foto malem" malah ada orang meninggal di rumah deket nomor 23
alhasil gue harus puter otak mau foto dimana
eeehhh
cc gue yang tadinya mau nemenin nyetak malah cabut duluan
sumpee gue kesel banget!
gimana dong besok??

continue to part II

invincible - jesse mccartney

i cant stop singing this song whenever i miss blake
guys, he's in coma now
he had a car accident a few days ago
before he had it, he said ive been a good friend from the first time we met
(not mentioning as a daughter)
man, at first i just said okay.
he act like he was about to go for a long time
(since he has to finish the thesis for his graduation either)
so i thought it was okay
but then i started to tell chris about this thing
and she said, "maybe he's going to.."
you know la what it means
but i still dont believe it
a couple days later, chris called me and she cried a lot
she thought blake has already passed away
luckily she was wrong
blake still in coma now
becca and his daddy went to US to see him
i hope, he'll get a warm family who can take care of him after this thing happened
he's been damn lonely this past 4 years
and really this invincible song made my tears fell off lots!
GET WELL SOON MY SILLY!

capsis

this is the answer of my post title, "do i still have to survive :("
actually, NO!!
im free now!yeay!
i dont have to be mocked by my mom for being home late,
or being sick with having no time for rest
yeaah im totally free
its a hard decision to decide wheter to still go on or just give it up
but today, i got sick and dropped
automatically i have to leave this organization
sorry friends but i can stand it for no more
so i'd better out
thanks for everything
for all the helps this past 2 weeks
i'll start to tell ya about capsis right after this blog posted
:)

MOS

its been, mmm almost a month until my last post about the acceptance.
my orientation days seemed not bad since we had not much activities
i met some new people with lotsa background
i wasnt fabs, noone likes me i guess
:(
they love to ignore me
i hate it, im a human too right?
just treat me as you treat others
just ask me anything you like,
i'll help as long as i can
dont judge me as i am a fool
oww thats hurt me so dweappp

do i still have to survive? :(

memang sih judul blog gue hard work
dan gue uda wujudin judul blog gue dengan segala usaha gue
tapi apa hasilnya?
dari awal masuk ya gue dikacangin orang"
gue kek alien mars yang nyasar di bumi
oke at first gue pikir this is what we call beginning
tapi lama kelamaan keadaan ga kunjung membaik
emang sih gue dapat beberapa teman baru yang asik
tapi yang rese juga ga kalah rame
ampe ada yang adu bacot ama gue di kelas
nanti deh gue perinci di post" berikutnya
hari semakin memburuk setelah gue daftar osis
memang sih asik
tapi masa iya masih asik kalo semua pendapat dan anggapan lo ga di gubris?
semua ampe jerih payah lo sia sia?
gue ga ngerti tapi sumpah mereka ga punya sopan santun
gue uda bilang masuk sekolah negri bukan pilihan yang baik
banyak yang harus dibenahi dari awal
teman" gue aja males bgt kalo disuru masuk sman
tapi mau gimana?gue diminta (istilahnya) ama keluarga
masa iya bisa nolak?

finally!

after long way tried hard
(actually one day ;p)
i got friends!
yey
they all good!
i started to love them today!
2 of them are my senior, sunbae or senpai (thats all same)
lol
he (my senior at sman 21) said that the orientation will be a bit horror!
i wonder how would it be!
yaya said that her sista had to run from monas or HI to sman 21!
thats crazy!
i wont do that!!!
but im still excited to wait for saturday!
meet new fellas and crushes
lol
neways thanks for the congrats greeting yaya!!
love yaw soww dweep!
XDD

YIIPPEEY

actually i almost dumped from sman 21.
but then i stuck on 222, 226, and got 228 for the final result!
a bit ah not a bit a lot of tegang pastinya ya.
tapi finally i did it!
thanks God!!
i don't know how to act when i knew that i could entered the school.
really full of suprise!
its like to win a 1000.000 dollars check!
lol
yahh..rada sedih juga sih secara gue cuma kenal Stanley dan Stevi (anak autis yg sebenarnya gue juga ga gitu kenal)
biar stanley rada lame plus lebay tapi asik juga diajak bicara
(since we got a similliar in hobbies so we're connected ;p)
tapi maybe i'll act like i don't know who Stevi is
since he is a dumbo and i don't even talk to him even once!
yah just act like a newbie usually acts
secara gue jg dulu masuk don bosco 2 kedampar sendiri dalam keadaan melongo dan tanpa teman
tapi gue enjoy aja tuh akhirnya gue bisa punya banyak temen juga
hahaha
life is all about NEW experience!
yah kalo ga new ga up to date dong
kalo ga up to date yah ketinggalan
rofl!
tapi bukan berarti masuk school yg sama pas smp itu ketinggalan zaman
ga juga lagi, gue jg kalo boleh masuk db ya pingin juga masuk db
but unfortunately i didnt get the permission
:(
lingkungan baru harusnya sih asik
tapi ga tau juga yahh, soalnya Marcella tahun lalu masuk sana dan ga betah malah balik ke db
pas pertama gue survey sekolah juga gue ga tertarik ama 21
(secara rada horor gitu bok!)
tapi yah namanya juga yang berbau baru always makes us excited!!
uda gitu ada temennya stanley yg lumayan aduhai juga
hahaha
bosen gila gue di db liat itu" aja
tapi emang ada anak baru juga sih
ad ANDREW bok!
dia botak sih sekarang, bikin ga nepsong
ahahaah
dan lo tau ga sih, pas terakhir gue cek peringkat,
i found the name i knew
at first sih emang uda sempet liat
secara dia ga terlamapau jauh nemnya ama gue
tapi gue baru ngecek tadi
dia ternyata temen sd gue dulu!
dulu tuh dia aja peringkat 20an sementara gue ga pernah keluar dari 5 besar
rada shock juga sih gue
but people should change right?
jadi yah ga ada salahnya kalo emang God gives her way out from stuckin at the same place
baguslah kalo emang dia uda rajin belajar
lagian gue jadi nambah teman yang gue kenal juga kan
hahaha
sebenarnya dibilang gue ga mensyukuri semua ini gue berdosa banget lho!
secara ya gue ini Muslim, tapi i could admit that i live in the Catholic's enviroment
yah bukan salah gue juga kalo gue maunya masuk Katolik
cuma bokap gue fanatik banget bok!
yah mau gimana
gue jd jarang sholat
sebenarnya gue merasa bersalah juga
secara Allah uda ngasih semua yg gue mau
dari jadi pemain biola yg talented, bisa nyanyi, fast learner ampe dapat nem 34,35 beli blackberry and get into the sman 21
cuma masalahnya sholat itu berat bok buat gue
mungkin yah karena gue juga ga gitu minat ama agama gue sendiri kali ya
tapi gue janji gue mau coba buat sholat lagi
tadi aja gue sujud setelah tau gue masuk sman 21
tadinya gue kan ga pernah sok" alim bersyukur gitu
tapi emang gue bersyukur banget kali ini atas hikmad yang diberikan
(asek bahasa gue)
>.<
yang jelas THANKS GOD!
peace on earth!!
lol
buat teman" yang ga bisa masuk ke 21,
gue turut sedih
T.T
bukannya muna yah tapi emang sedih
tadinya lo semua gave me power to believe that we all could enter the school
terus satu per satu dari kalian hilang dari peradaban murid yg keterima di 21
gue jadi tegang sendiri dan sedih juga karena ga punya teman dekat
gue sempet hopless tapi lo semua ga berhenti cheer me up
so i got my strength again
emang kita terpisah sekolah
but we sure could meet again babeh
FRIENDSHIP NEVER END!

SMAN 21

aduh gue uda terlalu tegang buat nulis blog ini dalam bahasa Inggris!
bayangin gue yg tdnya urutan 104 uda ad di urutan 161 sekarang
gue yg tdnya berada di tengah" halaman 3 sekarang uda diurutan teratas halaman 4
temen" gue jg uda pada out semua
(except stanley and stevi)
gue uda ga tau mesti gimana lagi!
gue frustasi berat
masuk kesanapun gue jauh dari kawan" gue
ga masuk sana gue lebih jauh lagi dari teman" gue yg di db
gue pengennya gue ama yaya masuk 21 entah gimana caranya
gue sebenarnya ga sanggup hidup jg kalo masuk sman 77
secara ya, gue mau masuk 21 karena mutu
(itu aja uda negri)
kalo gue harus ke sman 77 yg mutunya jauh, mau jd apa gue?
mending gue masuk swasta
mending gue di tempat yg jelek sekalian
toh mutunya sama!
GOD!this is my last pray to ya
with all my stubborness thing or wtv you call this
pleasee pleeeeeasee bgt get me into sman 21!
i want it badly
STOP DONG YANG DAFTAR SMAN 21
or else who didnt get sman 8, 81, or 68.
bentar lagi kayaknya MA HEART REALLY GONNA STOP BEATING!!
ahhh matek aja gue!
TUHAAAAAANNN TOLOONGGGGGGGGGGG DDDDDDDIIIIIRRRIIIKKKKUUWWW!!

SLIM :(

i guess wot ive suffered (for did the extremely diet)
and i did the gym too but maybe i didnt do it for like everyday
its just once per day or depends on my mood
sometimes i dont care boud being overweighted but sometimes i do jealous on everbody
they can wear the tanktop or tube
and the worst thing that i couldnt be taller than my height now (i guess)
im so soooww desperate
idk why i got this shit on me
everytime i see all the actresses on tv they look like slim
like the overweighted girl isnt belong to this industry
except shes old enough to give a baby birth then so she got fat
its bad coz noone gives me any solution boud this
i mean noone has cheer me up
and i guess if i stand for this by myself
i'll get sick later
my damn shit i hate my body
:(
ive cried for many nites asked boud when will i get slim
ahh..God please help me

Bastards are everywhere

Heeyyyy!!
I just got up from sleep
I woke early just to wake kenny up at 8
But the fact was he has already woke up when I called him!
Why wudnt he msg me first?!
If I knew that, I cud sleep for more
Lol
Lil infos :
He was downloading a game when he pressed the cancel button
Hahaha
That's stupid
But because amma good friend, I gave him a solution and promised to wake he up this morning
Okayy, just leave that kenny thing.

Now I wannt tell ya boud my sista
Her name is Sherly Sianipar
(North Sumatra mixed blood)
My sista is in trouble!!
His boyf checked out her fb
And found a bastard who likes my sis
He always said,
" Don't make the one we love make us forgot our God "
Wtf!
He said so coz he likes my sis and knew tat my sis's boyf has a diffrent religion with her
(And he has the same religion with my sis)
NO WAY YOU F ING IDIOT!
I won't give my sis to ya!!

Back to my sis's boyf
He tried to get that bastard number
And my sis gave it ryt away
But that hell bastard changed his number!
F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!
Lately, Idk where ma sis got tat bastard's gf number but they're texting each other
She told everything boud that bastard!!
They even did the 'stuff'
But that bastard didn't want to take the risk and being irresponsible.
Eat shit!!!
Ahhh I really want that guy shamed for wot he done!

Dad and his ex

Its my midnite post from bb
Lol
Hey I got a reply from yaiia for my previous post
Hehehe
Ure mostly welcome dear
And just as God, I will always with ya
:)

I'm chattin with my net daddy
He's really kind, I can't even deny him
Haaa Gooddd!!
I'm just about to sleep but then I felt si bored so I took my phone,
Turned my bb's connection,
Came up here,
And started to chat and wrote blog either.

I'll tell ya boud my net daddy and his ex
His name is Blake Will
He's an american citizen
He came here 7 years ago
(Coz his dad had to work here)
He has a lil sis name Rebecca
When he was in jakarta, he lived at cilandak and went to JIS hi sch
(Tat sch is tottaly fabulous!)

Now is my turn to introduce his ex
Her name is Christiona Maudy
She's a kind of rich girl
Caucasians boys love this type of girl
She's cute, tanned, skinny, and short
But I don't like her tooth
They look tottaly scared!
(Sorry chris)
She used to be JIS junior hi sch student
and pakis nasional +
So don't be surprised if she has lotsa foreigner friends
But she doesn't have a real friend
Poor chris
She got everything but not for friends

And the story begins..

They met at a niteclub
(Awww!!)
Blake was a mean boy
He loved to waste money, drank, smooked, went to the niteclub
And did the hangover evrymorning
(I guess :p)
Chris used to be a mean girl too
She lived alone
(Her family was in aussie)
Loved to waste money for niteclub, drank, shoppin.
We'll let's skip it
Idk how's the process but finally they became a couple
Blake always came to chris's place
They loved to listen to jmac's songs
But then they broke up coz blake had to go back to america for his college
He got a scholarship

But tat wasn't over yet
Blake still in love with her
So he did anythin to get her back
Thou chris doesn't want too
They both silly
They both stoned head
And I'm jealous on them
Hahaha

Hey chris asked me to go out tomorrow but I can't
And I can't say now
I'll feel guilty I guess
Poor chris...

my beloved bestie :)

This is my second time to post here.

I just read my bestie's blog
it is
http://fuddyduddyworld.blogspot.com
check it out guyss!!
(lil promote ;p)

Okay this time I will tell boud her to ya guys
her name is ,
Helaria Andriana Prima Putri aka Yaiia
She's one year older than me
(she's going to be 16 this year)
I met her when I started the orientation's day
she's friendly, brave, kind, smart and a leader
I fell in love with her at the first sight
but don't tell anyone boud this coz our love is forbidden
;)

she's hot!
(esp her lips)
lol!just kid babe
she loves AI
(awrrr i do jealous on him)
hahaha
AIRELL is a boy who infected the sexy lips syndrome to my beloved yaya
MEANO!!
talk about ai, we met him at MKG last Thursday
he was with his ex gf named Putri
after we saw them passed by,
we suddenly did the lol
and i didnt want to look back to see them starring at us
hahaha

Back to my yayaa..!!
She's talking to me now at msn (10.21 PM)
xixixi
well, we're really friends from the first year in junior hi till the last year
but we never got into the same classroom
:(
we had a lot of crazy times together
got the same crush and did a lil war coz of a slenderer
i understood why did this thing could be happened
that slenderer always talked like real
(DRAMA QUEEN SYNDROME!!)
well it's just a missing piece of the past

Now we're both are hi sch students with no school yet
lol
we're going to take the form next wed
we're going to the same hi sch
finally we're free from those fake friends!!
i hope we'll could pass the damn 3 days before the acceptence
(1,2,3/07/09)
:)

coz im kindda sleepy and she's waiting for this surprised, i guess these all enough
i'll tell ya boud her later on my other posts
see yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

disappointed

I don't know what's on earth i was thinking!
My head is going bigger as hell bullshit he said.
He made me like I'm the one and the top priority of him
thou i had already knew the fact that he can't forget boud his ex gf
but as i said, i'm too near to him so i can't get him outta my head anymore
he didnt even try to find me when im stuck in the loneliness
he let my feeling faded as time goes by
he let me face all the f ing problems alone
and i cant really stand for it, nomore.
Now, his ex gf is in a broken hearted situation
then he suddenly called her
watta suprised!
he even didnt want to give his number to me
he said,
" i dont give numbers "
well it does hurt me enough to make me always remember bouddit
i just learn much from him but not for love
cause i really dont deserve his love or anything from him
i just act like i care boud him and her ex gf
but the fact was nothing
it was a mistaken to know him
yeahh but after all hes my net daddy so i dont have to act such fool
hes going to jakarta just to meet his baby
i dont even want to see his face when he arrives here
and the drama will never stop
now his ex gf wont to see his face here
she even said,
" its better for him to buy me a ticket to meet my boyfriend than to come here "
thats really hurt if he finds out this
:((