old song

This thing happens in a sudden of breath
im not more than a kid look alike face
while people seem to hate me
at first i thought i could changed these all by doin well
i never ever felt this lonely
to tell the truth that it wasnt like this in the first year i entered JHS
while my JHS was more kewl and different like the one i used to be in
i didnt think that i could be blend well, but as i think its the more different, the more amount of being survived is enriched
you might be confused about my speak here
but i hope y'all listen.
the first time i went to HS, i was thinking to make friends as much as i can
but to make the best one, is the hardest
how is it be possible for me to make hundreds?
well, maybe im too selfish considering that i like to underestimate people in having the same abilities as mine
but it was all i did to make me get burn up
maybe i really got lotsa buddies but they aint real
i got a pair of besty but the fact now, they are cheap
theyre not as valuable as me trying to get close to them
AINT WORTHY as well
as for now, im confuse to think to have another 'real' friend
i got a friend from a public school and i think she does understand me
but not as i think she can suits me most, it still 'them' who left me that better.
gaaaaaaah shooottttty shoooot!