SLIM :(

i guess wot ive suffered (for did the extremely diet)
and i did the gym too but maybe i didnt do it for like everyday
its just once per day or depends on my mood
sometimes i dont care boud being overweighted but sometimes i do jealous on everbody
they can wear the tanktop or tube
and the worst thing that i couldnt be taller than my height now (i guess)
im so soooww desperate
idk why i got this shit on me
everytime i see all the actresses on tv they look like slim
like the overweighted girl isnt belong to this industry
except shes old enough to give a baby birth then so she got fat
its bad coz noone gives me any solution boud this
i mean noone has cheer me up
and i guess if i stand for this by myself
i'll get sick later
my damn shit i hate my body
:(
ive cried for many nites asked boud when will i get slim
ahh..God please help me

Bastards are everywhere

Heeyyyy!!
I just got up from sleep
I woke early just to wake kenny up at 8
But the fact was he has already woke up when I called him!
Why wudnt he msg me first?!
If I knew that, I cud sleep for more
Lol
Lil infos :
He was downloading a game when he pressed the cancel button
Hahaha
That's stupid
But because amma good friend, I gave him a solution and promised to wake he up this morning
Okayy, just leave that kenny thing.

Now I wannt tell ya boud my sista
Her name is Sherly Sianipar
(North Sumatra mixed blood)
My sista is in trouble!!
His boyf checked out her fb
And found a bastard who likes my sis
He always said,
" Don't make the one we love make us forgot our God "
Wtf!
He said so coz he likes my sis and knew tat my sis's boyf has a diffrent religion with her
(And he has the same religion with my sis)
NO WAY YOU F ING IDIOT!
I won't give my sis to ya!!

Back to my sis's boyf
He tried to get that bastard number
And my sis gave it ryt away
But that hell bastard changed his number!
F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!F!
Lately, Idk where ma sis got tat bastard's gf number but they're texting each other
She told everything boud that bastard!!
They even did the 'stuff'
But that bastard didn't want to take the risk and being irresponsible.
Eat shit!!!
Ahhh I really want that guy shamed for wot he done!

Dad and his ex

Its my midnite post from bb
Lol
Hey I got a reply from yaiia for my previous post
Hehehe
Ure mostly welcome dear
And just as God, I will always with ya
:)

I'm chattin with my net daddy
He's really kind, I can't even deny him
Haaa Gooddd!!
I'm just about to sleep but then I felt si bored so I took my phone,
Turned my bb's connection,
Came up here,
And started to chat and wrote blog either.

I'll tell ya boud my net daddy and his ex
His name is Blake Will
He's an american citizen
He came here 7 years ago
(Coz his dad had to work here)
He has a lil sis name Rebecca
When he was in jakarta, he lived at cilandak and went to JIS hi sch
(Tat sch is tottaly fabulous!)

Now is my turn to introduce his ex
Her name is Christiona Maudy
She's a kind of rich girl
Caucasians boys love this type of girl
She's cute, tanned, skinny, and short
But I don't like her tooth
They look tottaly scared!
(Sorry chris)
She used to be JIS junior hi sch student
and pakis nasional +
So don't be surprised if she has lotsa foreigner friends
But she doesn't have a real friend
Poor chris
She got everything but not for friends

And the story begins..

They met at a niteclub
(Awww!!)
Blake was a mean boy
He loved to waste money, drank, smooked, went to the niteclub
And did the hangover evrymorning
(I guess :p)
Chris used to be a mean girl too
She lived alone
(Her family was in aussie)
Loved to waste money for niteclub, drank, shoppin.
We'll let's skip it
Idk how's the process but finally they became a couple
Blake always came to chris's place
They loved to listen to jmac's songs
But then they broke up coz blake had to go back to america for his college
He got a scholarship

But tat wasn't over yet
Blake still in love with her
So he did anythin to get her back
Thou chris doesn't want too
They both silly
They both stoned head
And I'm jealous on them
Hahaha

Hey chris asked me to go out tomorrow but I can't
And I can't say now
I'll feel guilty I guess
Poor chris...

my beloved bestie :)

This is my second time to post here.

I just read my bestie's blog
it is
http://fuddyduddyworld.blogspot.com
check it out guyss!!
(lil promote ;p)

Okay this time I will tell boud her to ya guys
her name is ,
Helaria Andriana Prima Putri aka Yaiia
She's one year older than me
(she's going to be 16 this year)
I met her when I started the orientation's day
she's friendly, brave, kind, smart and a leader
I fell in love with her at the first sight
but don't tell anyone boud this coz our love is forbidden
;)

she's hot!
(esp her lips)
lol!just kid babe
she loves AI
(awrrr i do jealous on him)
hahaha
AIRELL is a boy who infected the sexy lips syndrome to my beloved yaya
MEANO!!
talk about ai, we met him at MKG last Thursday
he was with his ex gf named Putri
after we saw them passed by,
we suddenly did the lol
and i didnt want to look back to see them starring at us
hahaha

Back to my yayaa..!!
She's talking to me now at msn (10.21 PM)
xixixi
well, we're really friends from the first year in junior hi till the last year
but we never got into the same classroom
:(
we had a lot of crazy times together
got the same crush and did a lil war coz of a slenderer
i understood why did this thing could be happened
that slenderer always talked like real
(DRAMA QUEEN SYNDROME!!)
well it's just a missing piece of the past

Now we're both are hi sch students with no school yet
lol
we're going to take the form next wed
we're going to the same hi sch
finally we're free from those fake friends!!
i hope we'll could pass the damn 3 days before the acceptence
(1,2,3/07/09)
:)

coz im kindda sleepy and she's waiting for this surprised, i guess these all enough
i'll tell ya boud her later on my other posts
see yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

disappointed

I don't know what's on earth i was thinking!
My head is going bigger as hell bullshit he said.
He made me like I'm the one and the top priority of him
thou i had already knew the fact that he can't forget boud his ex gf
but as i said, i'm too near to him so i can't get him outta my head anymore
he didnt even try to find me when im stuck in the loneliness
he let my feeling faded as time goes by
he let me face all the f ing problems alone
and i cant really stand for it, nomore.
Now, his ex gf is in a broken hearted situation
then he suddenly called her
watta suprised!
he even didnt want to give his number to me
he said,
" i dont give numbers "
well it does hurt me enough to make me always remember bouddit
i just learn much from him but not for love
cause i really dont deserve his love or anything from him
i just act like i care boud him and her ex gf
but the fact was nothing
it was a mistaken to know him
yeahh but after all hes my net daddy so i dont have to act such fool
hes going to jakarta just to meet his baby
i dont even want to see his face when he arrives here
and the drama will never stop
now his ex gf wont to see his face here
she even said,
" its better for him to buy me a ticket to meet my boyfriend than to come here "
thats really hurt if he finds out this
:((